Right im back for another rant, i know knowbody reads this but it calms me in some way, for about five minutes...Anyway!
Am i the only one tired of drama? No i know im not, but thats how i feel, i mean there is ALWAYS something going on, never a happy FUCKING day, im fed up with the moping around over it, but thats all i seem to be able to do, i mean if there isnt some bullshit going on at home theres a FUCKING dilemma at school i mean is there no end to it?! Im starting to get fed up with it, i have recently thought that death is much better than life, but thats just the easy way out isnt it? Whats the point in fighting that hard to get some form of happiness and then on one day things aint that bad and i suddenly feel suicidal, I mean the deal with that? Even if i had the guts to go through with it, i have my family to think about and it goes against my views.
So i dont know if that made any sense to you people who can actually be arsed to read this journal which i highly doubt, but it made me feel slightly better about myself today.
By the way thank you to you know who for earlier, you made me feel happier for a while.